i thought dyslexia was my biggest obstacle!

when i was a kid i had a slight learning problem and that my family and i thought would be my biggest obstacle in my life but we were so wrong.I never saw the vices coming!and boy iv been a through a good lot of them one of my first ever vices was stealing,especially from supermarkets my friends called my clepto cause there was no shop iwould enter and not "hit" it.i stoel items from fabmalls and nilgiris and foodworld everyday for almost 2 years straight.i musta scammed at least 9 grand worth of choclates.it became a sport for me a could enter fabmall and exit wit my treasure in 50 seconds (true timing btw).that was the beginning of my vices then i met an old friend of mine named ajai amrith.this was the time my nieveness was at its most.its from him i learnt the art of smoking weed and scamming people.boy he scammed me a lot but i dont really have any rerets cause if it wasnt for him i wouldnt have learnt anything in life and il be just as gullible.the one thing that i should give him credit for is that he alwasy kept me safe.for some reason i never got into any trouble hanging out wit him.all through this time i never smoked a ciggerette i smoked a lot of dope but never any ciggerettes.smoking wit him wasnt the first time i smoked up iv done it before but the first time i smoked up cause i was sad was with him.i remember the day, it was the day they announced the housecaptains.and i wasnt selected.that day really hurt me but i realise it was my fault i din get it i din workhard enough for it.i still remember when kr hugged me next to the chem lab and told me he was really sorry that hecouln do anything to make me cap.i told him it wasnt his fault and that i in really care.But the truth is i really did care ya i got intern prefect and n ya i was second in line for the VC badge but.... i still din get it.i felt really bad cause i had to live upto namithas rep as the best captain of the year and here i was nobody!

weed actually helped me get through this i completely forgot about all of this for a very long time.anyway after sending wit ajai for a long time we eventually met abhi this was inevetible.so me abhi and jai smoked together for along time soon before we knew it even dileep joined us and next thing u knew mohsin.but by the tie mohsin came ajai was out after a sound trashing i gave him that was i the day i though i was liberated an i really felt like i was too be honest i was really scared to speak up to him but tht day i stood my ground and made sure hed never mess wit me again.we were a very happy tribe abhi dileep mohsin and me.i fancied myself as something of a leader among us.wev had some really good trips we spent almost a year in shed jus smoking up continiously and then immediatly gaming with dota.MAN those were the days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all of us had an amzing time!even uptill now i never smoked a ciggerette but by that time i was throughly addictd to weed no doubt.this one day we were at shed and we had no weed and i was turking so badly that i wanted to smoke anything and so i stared smoking a ciggrette even after everybodys warning of addiction istill smoked it! now this is my real obstacle in life! iv gotten past everything else but this and now after many attempts of quittting im quitting again.

in coll i took german thinking id take something different from my friends big big mistake!

anyway it seems i had shortage in german formy 3rd sem so i won get hall ticket.i transfornd myself into a lawyr and tried ighting mycase in the couort of law wit father in his office but he found me arrogant and according to my attendance last year i ws only repeating the same mistake.the protagonist in all of this was my friend nikhil dubey.i made a deal with god that if i get the hall ticket id quit smoking forver and i recorded this on my phone.as soon as i recorded this nikhil gave an idea"lets go meet sri sri ravi shankar who lives in khannakpura road arond 50 km form coll in ur kinetic honda thoughit gonna rain like mad soon."and i said OK!

that was the hardest ride if my life and the strongest rain blre has ever seen i kid u not. i was freezing and could barely open my eyes wit all the water entering them.but throughout i din smoke i wante to keep my word to god.u see in the process my phone which nikhil said hel keep safely got wet and mind u that was a nokia e63 9 k and my baby!through out the trip i din smoke i got home and din smoke then later in the week my exams were gonna start and my study hols wre going on but i still dint smoke i gave my hpone for service ans she said 1000 rs then after a fewdays she says its gonna cost me 4.5g to service it and i din tell mama during the time when i was in the shop recovering from my shock the police took my bike and went putting mt down by another 200 ma gave me 600 for ncc of which 200 i alreasy paid so i had to pay only 400 but off that i spent my 400 also but still i did not smoke and im not giving it up though i know tht i hav 76 now and the rules don apply anymore.u see i think this is a test from god i will not be redy to live life myself till i kill this habit and if i can take oneo f the worst weeks of my life without smoking its the first step to a halithier life.god give me the strenth to go on actually i have it in me so thanx anyway.